As ignoring is what I could do.
I don't want more but I don't want less.
But there was nothing I could do anyway.
It will happen if God want it to happen.
I just have to sit back, relax, smile, and tawakkal. :)
Because I know God have a better plan for me. This is just a distraction in the mean time.
And about that other thing, If I was wrong, God will know what to do, and karma will get to me.
But I know things come and and go. Plus I feel much better, yet a bit disturbed because it's still new.
But I'll get over it.
Just, tawakkal. :)