Thursday, April 23, 2009

I Don't Know

To impress, To make proud, To help, To make things better, To feel better, To reduce, To increase.

The person who comes to the target (that’s me) is someone I love.
Come to me for some affection and to make things and maybe his feelings better.
But all I found out is these:

I don’t know how to impress the person.

I don’t know how to make the person proud.

I don’t know how to help the person in that situation.

I don’t know how to make things better for that person.

I don’t know how to make the person feel better.

I don’t know how to reduce the sadness, the angriness, the hatred in the person’s heart.

I don’t know how to increase the happiness and shine the light in the person’s heart.

Serious depression for both parties.

I am a person who will be the name on the bottom of your list in finding for comfort and help. I don’t know anything about making people happy/better/joyful/laugh. I am such a waste.

Poem For You

The rain comes down as my tears followed
Sun doesn’t shine in my sight
You are the only thing that I wanted
But for little things you break me apart

I appreciated the things you’ve done for me
I thank you for that, for what God’s given me
But I can’t take it for what you made me inside
The feelings burning deep in my heart

I guess I can’t let one bad thing ruin the other good thing that happened
There are too many memories to give up hope to
So I sit here and waited for the feelings to wash away from me
So I can forgive myself, you and people surround me

I wanted the happiness to surround me
To fill me up like the air I breathe
I looked at the ring on my finger
Yes, it goes around in a circle, never ends
I hope it happens to us too
And I’ll let you be around me all the time
To remind me that you’re the person I really need all this time.

Sunday, April 19, 2009


Just wanna say...

I WANT KEROPOK!!! OR any snacks for that matter..hmmm...

Futuristic much?

Imagine in the future:

We don't have to turn any buttons for the TV, we just said what channels we want.

We don't have to drive at all! All cars equipped with GPS computer and we just said the exact place we want to go then the car bring us to it. (That would avoid accident I guess coz teh computer is driving for us!)

There are less traffic light. (Because I'm sick of stopping at red lights)

Laptops can be put in our pockets and handbags!

Internet is always very fast.

We will never have to go to school again because we all a personal computer robot as a teacher at home! we're actually home-schooled again.

If these happens.....

Fat because we don't use our muscle much. And of course that makes us lazy.
Stupid because we won't have to think a lot to do complicated things in the world!