I really don't know what to do right now so just bear with me and let me talk whatever I want.
I have an issue.
I can't sit still.
When I'm bored, I have to find something to do.
And I don't mean sitting there and do something.
I mean go somewhere.
Sit somewhere else with someone or something.
Sit somewhere and watch something.
Or just sit somewhere and watch people.
I have this tendency to feel uneasy when I don't know what else to do.
Resah, tau resah?
So my days are filled with 'going somewhere'.
Sometime I will find myself in a mess, gara - gara bosan punya pasal.
Not like mess, benda bertaburan. Tak la.
Mess as in like would do something out of my mind.
Pandai pandai la imagination korang pikir.
Kadang-kadang pun I find myself doing something yang aku dah tau consequences die.
Aku tahu mencuba itu sesuatu yg bagus.
Tetapi ini percubaan yg boleh menyakitkan hati. Buat luka berdarah punya.
Kita ni biasa lah. Nampak air tenang rasa nak swimming je kan.
Punya la dah tukar baju semua, dah masuk dlm 'air' tu, baru sedar....
Air itu bahaya.
Paham tak metafora dia kt sini?
Yelah, org ckp, test the water first.
Tapi degil, nak masuk jugak.
Kan dah kena dah.
Sakit tak hati, sakit kan?
Padan muka kau.
You were right.
I'm just saying.
My mom is right.
That one I couldn't agree more.
She was right.
She should've slapped me from beginning.
And he was also right.
Thank you all.
For making me realize once again I am much more than this.
I love you guys.
p/s: Ini sekadar merepek. Sila jangan layan. Terima Kasih.