Decided

I decided to ignore these feelings.

As ignoring is what I could do.

I don't want more but I don't want less.

But there was nothing I could do anyway.

It will happen if God want it to happen.

I just have to sit back, relax, smile, and tawakkal. :)

Because I know God have a better plan for me. This is just a distraction in the mean time.

And about that other thing, If I was wrong, God will know what to do, and karma will get to me.

But I know things come and and go. Plus I feel much better, yet a bit disturbed because it's still new.

But I'll get over it.

Just, tawakkal. :)